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[May. 4th, 2005|08:06 pm] |
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DAMN CINDERELLA AND HIALRY DUFF |
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[May. 4th, 2005|08:01 pm] |
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i really shouldn't watch cheesy chic flicks I mean they always amke me feel bad. I mean I want to believe in ahppy ending and fairy tales. I think we all want to. But we know we can't. Ugh and I don't want to hear about how I shuld be happy becuase in my own way i do ahve a fairy tale ebcause what life i live isn't what is written in books. unless that book is mine or a jelous onlooker. I think we all now what fairy tales i speak of we all know they can't happen that's why they are classified as FICTION. |
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|03:04 pm] |
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I'm leaving DA next yr and i don't care where I'm going. Anywhere but Sandelwood. Clarissa is leaving for Fletcher. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2005|03:55 pm] |
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If you guys now some weird songs that a person could dancer to by dance i mean use ina dance competition please leave a comment |
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[Feb. 18th, 2005|09:02 pm] |
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We should all run around naked singing and be happy |
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[Feb. 18th, 2005|08:57 pm] |
Poetry book in English, poetry has been made a joke in Cooper's classroom.
Taylor and I are fantstic, HELSS YA!
Bio report on Cuttle fish, learning nothing about invertebras yet still report on them
Love the BEACH< CLARISSA< LIME WIRE< and BANNANAS
Miss jay like a mug
She is always grounded
Failing gym
30 minutes of jump rope AFTER school
Never skip athletics
Orlando Sunday with Franny and Bri
Bri is not auditioning
Why is she coming
Have no idea
ASK HER< GOSH |
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[Feb. 4th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
Stepping Out
from the bullets of water
Dry the skin
you had as a child
Adjust the cloth
covering your body
Thin and tiny
just as you'd wanted
Wipe the moisture
grab the pins
Layout the bristles
and begin to cleanse
By the end of the start
the locks hanging
have dropped
In to your planned
beautiful mess
With strikes of gold
and streaks of brown
You look and still
you see a frown
Off to the roaring
madness and noise
that awaits your expected
comfort and joy
Who pleasures the pleasing
Who listens to the listener
Who supports the supporter
Stare
Convince yourself
that it's all a perfect life
Convince yourself
that it's all a perfect lie
Pretend that this is how it should be
Why don't you see that big words
and a fake smile
with hazy blue eyes
can't fix the cursed disguise
can't hide your growing
damned lies
Who leads the leaders
Who gives to the giver
Who lights the sun on fire
Crying to it
Liar
Liar
Liar |
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[Jan. 30th, 2005|10:05 pm] |
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AHAHHA like i'm actually going to say somehting worth reading, there are tons of deals going aorund, SHAKE ON IT FOOLS!! |
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[Jan. 24th, 2005|07:03 pm] |
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mmmm So fran and i are going to try out together right fran right ahuh right c'mon ya! this way i won't be lonesome or as lonesome when i go off to summer camp becuase i mean it's like an un written rule that if you are a dance major at D.A. you HAVE TO go to a summer dance program i mean come on. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2005|10:38 pm] |
HAd quite the time at AB this weekend
Best part: 1)chai latte
2)kissing on beach with the full moon baby yeah
Worst part: 1) hitting head (once more) on evan's bench
2) leaving
Mellow part: 1)laying at each with Bri
2) swinging while waiting for boys to stop eating
Laughed most When: 1)tackled then tickled
2) Casey bragged about eating dog food
Uncomfortable Moment: 1) running into two guys at park at night and not knowing either
2) Bri as she went for a walk
Comfortable Moment: 1)laying in grasss with that boy taylor
2) falling asleep to the band play and Bri reading Dr. Suess
I miss jay, the oddest weird ironic whatever moment is right before i left and i see James and Connor Hickey walking down the road, Stopped tehm and get wonderfully embraced (hugged) and look over to see James and bottle rockets. Next moment they are off "bottlerockets beach now" I wish jay was there.
Odd funny moment number two Casey asks James if he's the boyfriend (of Jay that is) and he kind of stands there and says uh. ooooooo lordie |
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[Jan. 21st, 2005|07:11 pm] |
FUCK
i say this because i saying it relieves you of something anything ... it's nice |
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[Jan. 21st, 2005|07:06 pm] |
I've just gone crazy
but i kind of like it because you can just laugh at anyhtign good or bad or noting and people with laugh with you or at you but i like to think with ofcourse i always think it's with becuase well i'm crazy
and god forbid i be wrong
HA |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|05:42 pm] |
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what do i say when i realize what a horrid person i have been to those who are close to me, how do i say i'm sorry when it is long overdue, how do i explain that now when i am feeling a small amount of what they have felt that i am deeply regretful to what i did to them, why haven't i listened, why haven't i cared. did i think i was something better, did i find their problems to petty little things or did i just not want to face others problems because it made me realize how easy everyting in my life was and how I should be the one in pain, there was a time when i was kind and considerate, now there is someone who doesn't give a shit about anything and when those try to pick her up from the dirt she slaps them and yells i'll do it myslef, then later cries because she knows she can't do it alone. how do you say i'm sorry when everyone's head is turned in a different direction and none of which are facing you. forgive me, i'm trying |
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[Jan. 16th, 2005|09:27 am] |
perfection is a word made so that we may have yet another excuse to put ourselves down.
BUT YESTERDAY WAS PERFECT.
I went to Atlantic beach and saw everyone a little up set i didn't see Clarissa but that's ok. We all painted these monsterous pictures and the only one that looked decent were the ones from josh who skillfully mixed colors for everyone. We had a fire going. PLayed catch up at the park with the only ball we could find, the fotball. WEnt to the beach and froze but it was as always beautiful. Saw elektra and fulfilled my craving of chai latte from Shelby's and oh yes that boy i liked was there what's his name uh Taylor, ya we had some fun, we ALOT of fun, kind of upset not too much that he hasn't talked to me about Haley though i mean why wouldn't he tell me it's so ridiculous.
Got to go drive with the Father I LOVE THREE DAY WEEKENDS.
Ugh I have dance for five hours tomorrow I'm SOOOO excited
HAHA |
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|12:22 pm] |
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Shopping is sooooo BLAGh long and agonizing annoying as hell but that's what happens when the mother decides to clean out the room and get rid of old un used clothes you realize that you have no clothes an MUST go buy more. So sorry Niki I should have called. I love you girlie |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|08:05 pm] |
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Kim Pellicer my dance teacher died the memorial service is saturday call me at 645 -6622 if you'd like to know more |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|08:01 pm] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Gotten drunk, made out, fell in “love” that sort of thing
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Uh no… I should work on that
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? uhuh
4. Did anyone close to you die? Dran and Kim P.
5. What countries did you visit? Bahamas
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? A voice
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Last Tuesday, Kim died
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? I was accepted in to level 5 at D.A.
9. What was your biggest failure? I made a D in health class
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Stress injury on ankle out for about a month
11. What was the best thing you bought? A pair fuzzy warm up pants for dance
13. Who made you appalled and depressed? Hiatt Woods
14. Where did most of your money go? Food, Movies and Clothing
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Going to homecoming
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? Kissing You by Des’ree and or Usher and Alcia Keys My Boo
17. Compared to this time last year, you are: quieter
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Be more outspoken
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? I wish I had thought before I did somethings
20. How will you be spending Christmas? With the family at home
21. Did you fall in love in 2004? Yes
22. How many one-night stands? One maybe two
23. What was your favorite TV program? The O.C.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No I just disregard them now
25. What was the best book you read? There are too many to remember
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? Radio head and the soundtracks to Romeo and Juliet and Garden State
28. What was your favorite film of this year? Romeo and Juliet, Garden State, and Home Room
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 15 and my boyfriend left me flowers, friends showered me with presents ALL day, and I was in a performance that night where lots of people came and watched me dance
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? If I was able to talk to people easier
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? Grunge
32. What kept you sane? It’s more like whom, Jamie Doyle
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Usher
34. What political issue stirred you the most? I’m not a very political type of person
35. Who did you miss? Did and do are very different but I miss everyone left back at Lavilla and everyone I have lost to death
36. Who was the best new person you met? Kye and Taylor, Bri, Franny, Gabby, Merrit, Brandon,
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: learn to live with the mistakes you made knowing they were wrong but to never regret them
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: “spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there’s only one reason to feel not good enough and it’s hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release, memory seeps from my veins, let me be empty oh weightless and maybe I’ll find some peace tonight.” |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|07:17 pm] |
Today was really great.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.
I feel sad, because Sarah and Britney are complete bitches. They told everyone I have an STD, just because I slept with both of their boyfriends on Saturday night.
I'm so sad. My kitten got run over this afternoon. I found him when I was coming home from school. His head was all squished. I took some photos. I'll miss him. Poor kitty.
Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!
I want to tell the world to get fucked.
I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! But I don't know how to work it. Can you help me?
I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, and a healthy imagination.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what job you'll do when you grow up.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with some naked photos of myself. (Not safe for work - teehee).
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|01:15 pm] |
I'm sickly
and tired
went driving today and did absolutely wonderful very proud of myself then i baked evan a pie becuase i said i would. Turns out hiatt is having that new years party last year was crazy. I still like taylor a bundle of alot but do you expect for me to move on oh never that is not what a dawn gibson does. No she clings to the past for dear life. It was interesting to see my two ex boyfriends play pool. they are very different yet very similar. I beatTaylor at pool now I'm not happy that i beat taylor I'm just happy becuase I BEAT SOME ONE AT POOl. I'm not horrible at it actually out of the three games i played i did very well.
Hiatt won and i had two balls left to put in.
Evan won and i had one ball to put in
Taylor lost because he put the eight ball in and i had one ball to put in and he had two.
LOVELy isn't the grandparents a re over. I really fel uncomfortable when they are over.
i need some new jeans becuase i feel self concsious in my tight stretchy pants. I really like my new khaki pants but the khaki and I don't like getting them dirty. I really like my obnoxious cut up pants that I have wonr without wash for about 5 days now. buy 5 i mean 3 but it's all the same their just so big and comfy yet the waist is perfect for like the hips. MMMM i love those jeans.
Chris seems very upsetted at the world. Caley is happy that's nice. I talked to will hammond on the phone that's always interesting. Jay went off to new york today. I wanted to hang with that Busnot woman but she refuses to answer the phone. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! |
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|09:50 pm] |
Like this thing I once heard ...
When you first come to the city there are just so many pretty faces and people all around that you only go to the ones who seem apealing but eventually all the faces become the same and you just want to be with the ones who make you laugh. |
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